Sigh

I spent the day with my dad and 5 month old brother. We went to Longhorn and I paid for our $60 meal.

While I was loading into the car, someone texted me to ask if I wanted to go see The Hangover Part 2. I replied, “Yes! What time and place and where? Can I get a ride?” I didn’t get a text back so I asked me dad if he wanted to see the movie and he said yea. I texted the dude back and said, “I’m going there now.” He asked who I was with and I said my dad. 

Negro never texted back. He ended up not going. I bet he just needed a ride.

If you’re gonna use me, at least pay me. I’m not supplying free rides; gas is too high for that shit.

Just a thought

If I get married, I think we would have to take loads of breaks from each other… Not “ok since we’re not together, let’s fuck other people” breaks, just little vacations from each other. I can’t stand being in the same house with people nonstop unless we’re doing something. I don’t like “just” existing in the same house as someone.. There must be communication or I think I’ll go insane and make you hate me just so we can talk to one another.

Six Flags: May 21, 2011

The world didn't end.. But if it did, I spent my day at Six Flags. It's the week before school is out for summer and there were barely any long lines. The longest we waited for a ride was 50 minutes which is pretty good considering it was Six Flags.

I went with three guys and honestly, I prefered it that way. There were so lucid with whatever they wanted to say or do. They just did it. I envy people who take advantage of freedom of speech. I could never just freely talk about something socially unacceptable in public.

A lot of random things happened that day:

This lady and her daughter stole me and my friends seat when we were putting our stuff down at the landing dock. It was a slightly awkward and funny situation. We looked back and the lady was smiling and laughing... And she waved! I laughed too but the type of awkward laugh - "what are you doing?" When the other two guys got off, they were being really obvious that they disliked the lady. It's sucks that the Six Flags employee say the whole thing and didn't do anything about it. He told us to exit the dock area.. It's whatever because we left to go to more extreme rides.

There was also a lady with a numb for one of her legs. It's either she took her disability too far or the guys were being disrespectful because when I returned to the guys, there was tension in the air. I tried to make a scene but they told me to shut up and we walked away. Supposedly, Paul skipped her in line and she didn't like that at all. I'm pretty sure he was there first.

I always fail to ride Batman at Six Flags but I do remember riding Goliath, Mind Bender, bumper cars, the swing ride, Superman, Thunder River, and a little water ride that makes us fall down a waterfall with a big splash. I loved the Thunder River the most because it was hilarious being in a boat with strangers and watching their reactions.

The group (left to right): Cee, Matt, Paul, Me

I won a supergirl cap and a squid hat.

Six Month Nappiversary

No products:

The curlies

I'm so excited that I accomplished this. Well, my body did but still, I took care of it.

Six Months of growth

Sesame Street Twin

Stranger

So, last night before I got off work, I have to clean the lobby. So, as I was finishing up, a coworker of mine came with his friends. One of his friends said, “Heyyyyyyyy! How you durin’ girl!?” And reached out his arms for a hug. Note that I don’t know him. He seemed friendly so I gave him a hug. He started making small talk with me as my coworker was waiting for his food to cook. The guy was one of those people that are friendly and act so strange that all you can do is giggle/laugh at their antics. 

As I left, the dude said, “It was nice meeting you!” I said same here and walked to my car. At this point, my coworker and his friends went outside. As I was walking to the car, I heard my coworker say to him, “You don’t even know her name.” He replied, “So.” It sounded so carefree like it was so irrelevant that he talked to someone that was probably years younger than him.

Guys in my hair

This morning I walked with my friend to meet one of her friends. This guy that I don't frequently talk to came up to me. He held his hands out like he was holding a ball. I saw he looked like he wanted to grab my hair so I said, "Go ahead." He automatically started playing in my hair. It was pretty funny. I kinda wish I had a picture of the view. A friend of his that I'm more acquainted with came up and screamed, "I WANT TO TOUCH IT TOO!" So, I had two guys in my hair for about a minute or two and they backed up and the first guy placed a hand on my shoulder before he left.
Hand in hair disease is contagious.  

Hate this about myself.

I constantly find myself self-editing myself before I speak. Most times, I run out of time and I just lost a potential moment to leave an impression on someone. When I rush whatever I want to say, it sounds wrong and unintelligent and most times, people point out the flaw.
I'm not proud of this part of myself. I want to just say the first thing that pops into my head but I'm scared of the response.

Discovery

Just because I feel like telling this short story, I will.

I wore my oversized uniform shirt today because my other shirt was dirty. This other guy who is really buff has a shirt that is tight in the arm area. So he said, “We should switch shirts.” I thought about it all day and at 9PM, I told him, “Let’s switch shirts.” So, he looked at me for a second and I started taking my shirt off while the manager was away. Meanwhile, the guy on drive-thru turned to me and was like, “Woah! Where did those come from?!” We switched shirts and he realized the shirts were the same size so there was no point in switching shirts. But the flash of my boobs will forever be in their heads because according to them they thought I was a “33 A” cup.

Haha, and I had a tanktop under my uniform shirt so it’s not like I just took of the shirt and stood in my bra for a second while at work.

This guy thought I was Ethiopian at work

He’s Ethopian and asked if I was and I said, “I don’t think so.” He asked where I’m from and I said Haiti. He said, “Well, you could of came from anywhere in Africa! You should check your DNA and see.” I laughed and said sure. After I gave him his receipt, he turned to his little daughter and asked, “Doesn’t she?”

He was a little too excited.

About a person I know

It sucks how many times you and a person can share eye contact and never take it further. No "hey", "what’s up", "how’s it going".. Just those few seconds where you don’t know what to do but stare and hope the other is thinking about you the way that you’re thinking about them.

I don’t like this guy but he’s the type of person that you want to talk to but don’t know how to start a conversation with.

It’s funny when I hear that he has referenced me in a conversation or even starts a random little chat about something.

He’s a nice guy.

My teacher told us that she is going to another school next year.

My class took it badly because it’s about 14 of us in there and we’ve become a family. We gave our teacher a rapper name and she pretty much knows our lives. We plan imaginary scenarios and even semi-planned a 49th union of the class together at Taco Bell.

She says she wants change. We didn't think of her changing her life as we move on with our lives next year. Just always expected her to be where she is. 

6 months since the big chop

Wasting my paycheck

It's sad how I can't save my money. I had over $250 and I don't have to pay bills., so why don't have the same amount of money I had when I first received my check? I went online and started shopping. It's funny because having a job takes up all my time so what's the point of getting money when I can't go anywhere? I bought clothes for the one chance I'm off.

I'll be off for a month during the summer because of college tours so I'll enjoy my clothes in Florida. I don't think the clothes I bought are acceptable for a college tour... I bought shorts and tanks for those days when I go out for something fun, like the pool, movies, parties (that I hope to attend this summer).

Some of the clothes that I bought.

Don't mind that pose.