Outsider

There's a group of teenagers outside of my neighbor's house and I had to walk passed them and I noticed the air that surrounded them.. Well, it was more like an aura. It was like a teen movie. I was amazed at the height difference between them and me and how they all were just chillin', having a good time. For a second, I wanted to go up to them and try to fit in but I looked down at my attire, pajama pants and house slippers, and was reminded of why I was outside in the first place.
I was one decision away from possibly making friends in my neighborhood... Oh well. 

Busy hands

I've noticed that when I get nervous I start to feel itchy, grab my ear and tug, or pull the coils in my hair. I wonder why my hands have to be preoccupied while I'm receiving news that I may not want to hear or listening to a lecture that I'm actually paying attention to. 

Dear Diary

When I go to college, I want to keep a journal of all the people I meet and the new experiences. I want something to look back on besides smiles. I want my actual thoughts on a piece of paper so I can go back and laugh at my immaturity or just analyze my state of mind at the time I was writing the event/about the person.

Opps

I missed my 4th month nappiversary... But it's grown (: And it's noticable

4 months strong

As you can see, that's two months of new growth from my dye job. I really want to redye it but I have to wait for my step mom, the professional, to do it.

Guess what!

So I've finally gotten a job! Yay me! I work at Burger King now and so far it's ok. I hate how I get nervous around the managers or more experienced workers so they push me to the side because I'm taking too long. I need to speed up in getting the food in the bag and what not. I hope Saturday isn't busy because I'm not ready to be left alone on a busy day.